Never, never, never put your hands that close to an unguarded tablesaw blade or jigsaw blade. You know what they call the last person that did that? Stubby.
Hi! Whoever is reading this, I understand how rough things are right now. I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares. You're wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn't be writing this. You're not alone, we may be miles away but we're all going through the same things. Please keep holding on.
Once more, a way to screw with junk lumber costing more in labor, screwed-up tools, and cost of taking apart to make something that is ugly from the start.